on being good...

i always have to be good

if i cant be good...

i STILL have to be good...





i just gotta be good at bein' bad!

missing someone...

i know you dont care anymore

just want you to know that am missing you...

silip online

haven't been here in ages...

am a lil lost... i think i've lost my web bearings...sheeesh...

i believe that communication between partners is essential

its very much possible not to be with your partner physically on a 24/7 basis...but the communication must always be there...

specially when u know that u cant be together for the whole week. and you're not even sure if u will see each other during the weekend.

is it too much to ask?
to keep your phone open, charged?to text me once in a while...i know calls are expensive...am not demanding them of you...
is that such a big task to ask?am i demanding a lot?is it a pain in the behind to stick the blasted charger to the wall or car & leave your phone charging?

do u know that i worry constantly about you? your safety? if u got an extra shirt coz u sweat profusely? have you taken your meds? if have you eaten your lunch?

do u know that i love you at all?

been gone for a while...
am lost