Friday, December 09, 2005

am missin this blog...
also my website at geocities...

waaaah!

Thursday, November 24, 2005

thank you mms

an mms for every1 who witnessed our wedding"

Monday, November 21, 2005

A small token of appreciation from Lestracker & Ladylestracker for being witnesses to their wedding.

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

and to top the stupid day off nicely
the stupid office just blocked several services of yahoo...like geocities
and viewing of this my blog...
am glad i can still write this...
i wonder for how long...
sheeesh
sh*t
so much has happened for the past 3 weeks

but i can only focus on my frustrations today...

my dada cancelled our date for tonight
the reason was good & acceptable...she wasnt feeling well...

but am still frustrated!

i wanted to show off my new look...waves instead of curls...
a blazer to go with the mock turtleneck & bootleg ensemble...

i wanted dinner

i wanted a hug

i wanted kisses

i wanted my dada

(i know am a brat)
so tough! i can be a brat whenever i want!
waaaaaaaaaaah!

i guess its PMS
or i'm just really, really a brat

Friday, October 28, 2005

pls check out this latest site that i made:

http://goin.to/ladylestracker

its a listing of sites made and sites of interest.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Can't Take My Eyes Off You Lyrics
by Frankie Valli You're just too good to be true.Can't take my eyes off you.You'd be like Heaven to touch.I wanna hold you so much.At long last love has arrivedAnd I thank God I'm alive.You're just too good to be true.Can't take my eyes off you. Pardon the way that I stare.There's nothing else to compare.The sight of you leaves me weak.There are no words left to speak,But if you feel like I feel,Please let me know that it's real.You're just too good to be true.Can't take my eyes off you. I love you, baby,And if it's quite alright,I need you, baby,To warm a lonely night.I love you, baby.Trust in me when I say:Oh, pretty baby,Don't bring me down, I pray.Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stayAnd let me love you, baby.Let me love you. You're just too good to be true.Can't take my eyes off you.You'd be like Heaven to touch.I wanna hold you so much.At long last love has arrivedAnd I thank God I'm alive.You're just too good to be true.Can't take my eyes off you. I love you, baby,And if it's quite alright,I need you, baby,To warm a lonely night.I love you, baby.Trust in me when I say:Oh, pretty baby,Don't bring me down, I pray.Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay..


&

Artist: Barry White LyricsSong: You're the First, the Last, My Everything Lyrics
We got it together, didn't we?Nobody but you and me. We got it together, baby. My first, my last, my everything, And the answer to all my dreams. You're my sun, my moon, my guiding star. My kind of wonderful, that's what you are. I know there's only, only one like you There's no way they could have made two. You're, you're all I'm living for Your love I'll keep for evermore. You're the first, my last, my everything. In you I've found so many things, A love so new, only you could bring. Can't you see if you, You'll make me feel this way, You're like a first morning dew on a brand new day. I see so many ways that I can love you, 'Till the day I die.... You're my reality, yet I'm lost in a dream. You're my first, my last, my everything. [instrumental] I know there's only one, only one like you There's no way they could have made two. Girl, you're my reality. But I'm lost in a dream, You're the first, you're the last, my everything.

ay tamad ako mag ayos!
basta yan ang song n nagulong sa utak ko ngayon...
kala ko pag copy & paste di na aayusin...

sheeesh d p pala...*snarl*
aliw p naman mood ko now...

lapit n anniv nmin ng dada ko!

Monday, October 17, 2005

happy happy happy me

hangover happiness from yesterday
still bubblin over to today

time well spent with my dada...

specially when i beat her at jack en poy... (scissors, fist & paper hand game)
and have my way with her... (nah, not THAT way...no time for that!)
meaning shopping for jeans for her...(among other stuff that we went shopping for)
i just love mah asawa in jeans! (kilig!)
so she better learn to wear jeans (grins)
well, she did trick me into eating what she wanted for lunch (and she's supposed to be on a diet)
but never again! she ought to try another tactic to get away next time

aylabsyu dada!

Thursday, October 06, 2005

phew...kala ko...
naka-block n tong site na to
d2 sa opis...

buti n lang hindi...

kundi magwawala ako!

lech! naturingang web desyner...
pero daming sites nka-block...

buti n lng

CONTENDER YUNG WEBSYT NAMIN SA OPIS
SA WEBBY AWARDS

(our office website is a contender at the webby awards)

hint: e-govt category...

yun lng sasabihin ko
kasi di p naman panalo e...
hehehe...
pag nanalo...sabihin ko sa inyo

that's all i will say for now...
when we win...will tell u then...

(when daw o...wishing...)


*winks*

Wednesday, October 05, 2005



more pics of the kawasaki rose

















kawasaki rose

here's the promised pic of the kawasaki rose that i made...

sowee shaking hand...so the pics are a lil blured...

sobra excited kasi e...whehehe!

Monday, October 03, 2005

I DID IT!

finally made the

KAWASAKI ROSE

on sept 30 arnd 4pm
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
pic to follow... :)

Friday, September 30, 2005

workin on my kawasaki rose...take 2

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

am an avid origami folder...
am currently working (and stumped) with kawasaki's rose (waaah!)

here are some sites that are helping me...

http://www.bloom4ever.com/howto/howto01.htm
and
http://dev.origami.com/diagram.cfm (search for kawasaki rose)

this tells a beautiful story on origami
http://www.britishorigami.org.uk/fun/kamigami.htm

a lil sumthin i made for my dada...kasi mahal ko sya!

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

A boss of a big company needed to call one of his employees about an urgent problem with one of the main computers. He dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whispered, "Hello?"
Feeling put out at the inconvenience of having to talk to the youngster, the boss asked, "Is your Daddy home?"
"Yes," whispered the small voice.
"May I talk with him?" the man asked.
To the surprise of the boss, the small voice whispered, "No."
Wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?"
"Yes," came the answer.
"May I talk with her?"
Again the small voice whispered, "No."
Knowing that it was not likely that a young child would be left home alone, the boss decided he would just leave a message with the person who should be there watching over the child.
"Is there anyone there besides you?" the boss asked the child.
"Yes," whispered the child, "a policeman."
Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, "May I speak with the policeman?"
"No, he's busy," whispered the child.
"Busy doing what?" asked the boss.
"Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman," came the whispered answer.
Growing concerned and even worried as he heard what sounded like a helicopter through the earpiece on the phone, the boss asked, "What is that noise?"
"A hello-copper," answered the whispering voice.
"What is going on there?" asked the boss, now alarmed.
In an awed whispering voice, the child answered, "The search team just landed the hello-copper."
Alarmed, concerned, and more than just a little frustrated, the boss asked, "What are they searching for?"


Still whispering, the young voice replied along with a muffled giggle, "Me."

-spammed e-mail
Charles Schultz Philosophy

The following is the philosophy of Charles Schultz, the creator of the"Peanuts" comic strip.You don't have to actually answer the questions. Just read the e-mailstraight through, and you'll get the point.Just read through, it's cute.

1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world.

2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners.

3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America contest.

4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer Prize.

5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winner for best actor andactress.

6. Name the last decade's worth of World Series winners.

How did you do?The point is, none of us remember the headliners of yesterday.These are no second-rate achievers. They are the best in their fields.But the applause dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten.Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners.

Here's another quiz. See how you do on this one:

1. List a few teachers who aided your journey through school.

2. Name three friends who have helped you through a difficult time.

3. Name five people who have taught you something worthwhile.

4. Think of a few people who have made you feel appreciated andspecial.

5. Think of five people you enjoy spending time with.

6. Name half a dozen heroes whose stories have inspired you.

Easier?The lesson:The people who make a difference in your life are not the ones with themost credentials, the most money, or the most awards. They are the oneswho care.


."Don't worry about the world coming to an end today.It's already tomorrow in Australia."(Charles Schultz)
-spammed email
something to think about.....
-----------------------------------------------

In a brief conversation, a man asked a woman he was pursuing the
question "What kind of man are you looking for?".

She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and asking
"Do you really want to know?" Reluctantly, he said "Yes.".

She began to expound..." As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household with out the help of any man...or woman for that matter. I am in the position to ask "What can you bring to the table?".

The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money. She quickly corrected his thought and stated "I am not referring to money. I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life."

He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to explain.

She said, "I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection mentally because I
need conversation and mental stimulation. I don't need a simple minded man. I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection spiritually because I don't need to be unequally yoked... believers mixed with unbelievers is a recipe for disaster. I need a man who is striving for perfection financially because I don't need a financial burden. I am looking for someone who is sensitive enough to understand what I go through as a woman but strong enough to keep me grounded. I am looking for someone who I can respect. In order to be submissive, I must respect him. I cannot be submissive to a man who isn't taking care of his business. I have no problem being submissive...he just has to be worthy. God made woman to be a help mate for man. I can't help a man if he can't help himself."

When she finished her spiel, she looked at him. He sat there with a puzzled look on his face. He said "You are asking a lot.".

She replied "I'm worth a lot."

-email spam

Monday, September 26, 2005

9/24-whole day
fetched my dada from the hospital after her check-up

had lunch at robinson's galleria...
havent visited that mall in ages!
lots of new stores...

but couldnt check it out coz my dada was still feelin off...
*wawa dada ko!* *sniffle*

so i had to wrestle my dada to the ground (believe me it was so easy!)
hehehe (joke lang po!-labs u dada!)
so that i could take her home (1st time)

am so happy that i finally saw where she lived...
but wasnt able to go down & stay coz of "legalities" (deym!)

and i have learned-1st hand experience
how far marikina is from alabang...

HANLAYO TALAGA!

makes me appreciate all the more
the efforts that my dada makes for us...for me...

Yi love you so much dada!Y
YYmahal na mahal kita!YY


you are the...

apple of my eye,
mango of my pie,
palaman of my tinapay, (the contents of my sandwich)
keso of my monay, (cheese of my monay-a kind of bread)
teeth of my suklay, (comb)
fingers on my kamay, (hand)
blood in my atay, (liver)
bubbles of my laway, (saliva)
sala of my bahay, (living room of my house)
foundation of my tulay, (bridge)
seeds of my palay, (rice stalk)
clothes in my ukay-ukay, (deym am hard pressed for this one...kinda like a 2nd hand store for clothes)
calcium in my kalansay, (bones)
calamansi on my siomai, (calamansi is a lemon-like veggy that is used to season a siomai- a chinese dumpling)
inay of my tatay, (mother of my father)
knot on my tie,
toyo on my kuchay, (soy sauce in a kind of veggie?)
vitamins in my gulay, (veggies)
airplane of my Cathay,
stars of my sky,
hammer of my panday, (blacksmith)
sand of my Boracay, (a popular place in the Phils. with pure soft white sand)
sultan of my Brunei,
highlands of my Tagaytay, (a tourist spot south of manila, great views, cool temperatures)
mole on my Ate Guy, (a popular singer in the early 60's)
baba of my Ai-Ai, (chin of a contemporary comedianne-bob hope like chin if i may say...hehehe)
voice of my Inday Garutay, (deym, am hard pressed again on how to describe the whispering raspy voice of a screaming faggot-words arent enough...u gotta hear it for yourself...shudder!)
spinach of my Popeye,
sizzle when I fry,
wind when I paypay, (fan myself)
tungkod when I'm pilay, (walking stick when i have leg problems)
feeling when i am high,
shoulder when I cry,
wings when I fly,
prize when I vie,
cure to my "ARAY!", (ouch!)
answer to my "WHY?",
truth behind my lie,
the life after I die...


In short, you're the center of my buhay :-) (life)

-e-mailed spam...

u are my everything dada!
mahal na mahal kita!
hay...dami work...

hay...dada's still sick...

hay...miss kona dada ko...

hay...hanggulo sa work...

Thursday, September 22, 2005



now aint that kewl? am able to get pics here...finally!

all i need now is to get my stuff organized...and start posting pics here...
*evil grin*

whehehe!

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

check this out...
still under construction...

but surely a labor of love...

http://www.geocities.com/aeternalsummoner/index.htm


je t'aime dada!

blog

9/21 2:39
worried abt my dada...may sakit p rin sya...
waaaaaaaaaaah!
wanna be with her...
but its just not possible at the moment...

sending warm thoughts, e-hugs & e-kisses to my dada...

love you so much!

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

nahihilo nko...

handami work...

hay buhey...

Monday, September 19, 2005

busy weekend...
dada had classes...
had to do pro bono stuff for church...
(website: redesign & newsletter:the beginnings)

mom still in hospital...
since last wednesday...
upper respiratort tract infection
and it isnt doing any good for her bp :(
hope she gets out early this week...

it broke my hear to see her close to tears
coz of plebitis (dunno if that's the way you spell it...the hand/vein gets really tired coz of the needle stuck in) waaah!
wish i could take away the pain for her...

i wanted to strangle the nurse
who insisted to put it back in
my mom needed a break from the damned needle!

whatever happened to compassion for the sick?

sheeesh,..i thought the hospital was supposed to make one well...
not torture the sick person...

they finally took it off around midnight...
but mommy had to sign a form of some sort...

deym technicalities!

but on the otherhand...

it was heaven that dada could spend the day (and 1 night) with us...
she makes everyone smile

even when the tension is rising eveywhere
coz of mixed up schedules as to who gets to stay in the hospital with mommy...

i miss sleeping on my own bed....
the bunkbed at the hospital (where i have been sleeping everynight since my mom got in)
isnt very comfy...
althouth the blanket helped make it a lil bearable...
it still isnt my bed... :(

i miss spending quality time alone with my dada
yung kami lang tlaga...alang iba...
dami ko ka-share...

hmmm...soon...
another haiku from my dada...
(she loves writing haikus!)

Babe Pinky and me.
We'll always be together
Here... Now... Forever...

*kilig* *kilig* *kilig*

Thursday, September 15, 2005

speaking of haiku...
this link is funny
http://fgdownloads.ezthemes.com/jokes/Detailed/index.php?1065

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

haiku from my dada


PINKY TO ME...

you. my dream. my world.

Today. Tomorrow. Always.

My heart. My head. YOU!


*kilig*
my reply...


dada

dada, love, husband
morning awakens behold
smiles always bring dada

longlasting unconditional
your love dada, i give you... me

Monday, September 12, 2005

slaving away at the slave pits...

i miss my dada terribly! :( wah!

even if we did spend a wonderful weekend together
ayaw ko na mag ba-bye sa kanya e!

parting isnt a sweet sorrow....
its TORTURE!

and to add to that...we gotta keep a straight face thru it all
wah!

i love you so much dada!

Thursday, September 08, 2005

seeesh...dami work...naglalabu-labo na sya...

such extreme days...pag may aids...may slave pit days rin...

Friday, September 02, 2005

the 27th: malate with friends & chatmates (of course with my dada)
=boring! we went home early...kadiri pa yung pinapakita sa stage...giling girls....yuck!

the 28th: dawn still in malate
=on our way home...arrived 1:30 am...slept after we got tired
*grins*

the 28th: morning to mid afternoon-rest, sleep, shop
=rest, rest...sleep, sleep...helped my dada prepare foodies

the 28th: spaghetti & leche flan merienda sena with family(and my dada) at home...maybe karaoke singin'
=got my spaghetti & leche flan for lunch...with ice cream too! but no karaoke singin...we got engrossed watchin home movies on cable...hehehe
=finished reading hp's order of the phoenix...will buy the next book when it goes on sale...(tagal!)

the 29th: kala ko may pasok na...WALA P PALA! wheeeeeee! spent an xtra day with dada at home *grins* *evil smyl*

8/30-31
farm days at work...go lookie for what farm means in my previous posts at other blogger page

8/30 pm
to kill time after work...i bought an electric fan for work
coz part of "energy saving" is to turn on the airconditioning at 9am & close it at 4pm
my work sched is 8am - 5 pm
if that doesnt fry all the wirings of all the computers at work...i dunno what will!

9/1
still farm day at work>people dont understand what putting it in black & white means...sheesh
had an argment with my mom abt this
also coz am communicating to my manager thru emails - and what's wrong with that? huh?
am not gonna kiss ass to any1!
am not a chicka sort of person
its all business with me - thank you.

celebrated my nephew's bday at home with take out food & cake for a late dinner
i gave him a darth vader t-shirt several sizes larger for him...
(bought it same day i bought the fan for work)
at least he could wear it for a while...

9/2 after lunch
tamad mag work
weekend mode nko
pero have tons of work to do
waaaaaaaaah!

Thursday, August 25, 2005

its up! its up!

check it out: http://www.geocities.com/pebbles_php/
still another day of a.i.d.s.
...sigh

i cannot "work" this way!

am workin on my website!
- http://www.geocities.com/pinky_manila/
- http://pinkymanila.bravehost.com/
- *mms website* to follow in a while...still on my desktop

teeheehee

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

8/23-24
2 days of a.i.d.s.
deym...

8/24
cesl's b-day...made her an e-gift...
click here to see it

sluggish day...sigh

but...
got an invite from my friend lala to have business lunch with her & her freind
a proposal to design an interior of a restaurant...
hmmm...
thinkin...thinkin...

it sure got me thinkin...
havent done an interior design in....ages!
have to take a crash course with my notes

deym

gotta find my notes, gotta find my notes... *frantic*
maybe this saturday...or friday evening...

buti n lang, i didnt throw my college notes out
i am SURE i got em somewhere...

but as to where....
well, that's the biggie problem
teeheehee...

its goin to be a looooong weekend...

with plans on
the 27th: malate with friends & chatmates (of course with my dada)
the 28th: dawn still in malate
the 28th: morning to mid afternoon-rest, sleep, shop
the 28th: spaghetti & leche flan merienda sena with family(and my dada) at home...maybe karaoke singin'

*28th's my b-day *grins*...am turning...ahem, thirty-een-five...ahihihih!

Friday, August 19, 2005

bakit ba kung kelan malapit n kayo magkita...tsaka naman gumagapang ang oras?!?!?!
kainis!

Thursday, August 18, 2005

dami ko work...

i just want to be with my dada...

snuggles...
giggles...
huggles...

other unmentionables...
*evil grin*

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

8/12
went to baguio without my dada...it felt so weird...empty...
sure, i was with my mom.
but it still wasnt the same...
the house felt empty...cold...

literally...with the rains and all...

8/13 am
the rains aint lettin up here in baguio! waaah!
bed weather...but no1 to be in bed with... *WAAAAH!*
and the damned can opener is MISSING!
but the rains aint stoppin US from goin SHOPPING
*shopping*
but deym! the long lines at the grocery did!...hehehe!

>>on to other stores in the mall...
whehehe!

8/13 7pm
helped my mom work on a precious moments jigsaw puzzle
line mostly used: ang daming kulang!!!
puzzle status: border & text done

8/13 8:30pm
still workin on the jigsaw puzzle
line used: gutom na to...ala nko makitang magkaparis dito...hehehe!
kulang pa rin e!
puzzle status: most characters done

8/13 9:00pm
eating dinner
still looking over at the dining table (where we made the puzzle)
while eating at a smaller table
line used: kulang talaga...hehehe!
puzzle status: charaters & borders placed on board

8/13 9:30pm
puzzle status: now faced with just lavander flowers & pink butterflies & blue spaces
mom's line: madali na lang to
my line: i doubt it...mas mahirap nga yan e

8/13 10:15 pm
puzzle status: still on the flowers, butterflies & blue spaces
line used: kulang talaga

8/13 11:00 pm
puzzle status: some flowers & butterflies completed
line used: kulang kaya to? di kaya sobra yung pieces?

8/13 11:15 pm
puzzle status: still in limbo
line used: sobra ata ito....

8/13 11:35 pm
puzzle status: the butterflies, flowers & blue spaces all look alike at this point
chair shifting at this point
line used: sobra talaga

8/13 11:45 pm
puzzle status: the butterflies, flowers & blue spaces all look alike at this point
more chair shifting at this point
line used: sobra talaga


8/13 12:00 mn
puzzle status: buterflies & flowers done
blue spaces still all look alike
more chair shifting
looking for midnyt snack *grins*
reaches for puto pao
lien used: sobra talaga!

8/13 12:25 am
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
natapos rin!
line used: tama lang pala! hehehe!
arranged puzzle in pic frame
it looks GREAT! (remind me to get a pic up here soon)

8/14
travel home was torture...
8 hrs and only 1 stop over...
and that was after 5 hrs of wait
had practically shove every1 outta my way
to get to the john really fast...
teeheehee...

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

havent blogged in a while...
been busy with work...
and my dada of course!

i learned something last night...my dada ACTUALLY READS my blogs....
>sheesh<
*blush*
>tiklop<

hmmm...

my dada looks good in a black jacket...
grrr....delish even...
ahihihi (tigang ako!)

work is, as usual, crazy...
pag me ginagawa, am swamped...
pag ala ginagawa, am AIDS (as if doin something)

ang hirap ng extremes...pero buti na yun
kesa ala tlagang nigagawa divah?

i got the beginnings of a stye...waaaah!
gross! yuck! eeeuuuwww!
my 1st time to have 1...it hurts...

update on the cellphone i was bidding for..it was a FAKE!
deym kaasar! gip ko p naman sana un para kay dada...

hmmm... hanap n lng ng iba...
but i aint tellin here (dada reads this remember)

malalaman nyo n lang pag naibigay na
WEH!*
ahihihi! *kilig*

*weh is a term i acquired from my dada...
it must really be a part of me
coz it not just pops out of my mouth...
it also pops out in this blog...

WEH!

deym that feels good
got this connection with my dada that way...

hmmm... *nice thoughts... drifting... to my dada*

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

missin my dada...
kasi di kami magkikita tonight..

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

ang trabaho tlaga...
nkakaksira ng lakwatsa!
whehehe!

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

am bidding for the 1st time on ebay.ph!
and its for my dada!

a 2nd hand celfone coz her current fone dies out whenever we have a conversation :(

3 more hrs to go...and i am the top bidder!
*excited!*

hope i get it!

Friday, June 24, 2005

worried abt ur health

so much pain
wracks your body

source unknown

affects u so badly

affects us

keeping us apart

let me take care of you
give me the chance

Monday, June 20, 2005

been busy with work...sigh...kapagod

pero naantok ako ngayon...takin this blog break...hope this wakes me up :)

hilite: 0615>>we bought our wedding bands today! whooopeee! it sure looks wonderful on both our fingers...have only taken mine off for cleaning purposes...but other than that...have not at all!

am soooo in love with you dada! mahal n mahal kita!

back to the slave pits!

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

1st fight
last sunday

my fault

am remorseful

was forgiven
but i still feel bad
feel terrible

never again

i have learned my lesson
the hard way

Friday, May 13, 2005

am thankful...
for the house in baguio that my dada & i could run away to for the weekend...
for cellular phones to make communicating faster & more efficient... just to communicate with...
just bcoz u want to say that u are thinkin of that sum1 special...like u dada *blush*
for friends that truly care...
for blogger...that i can share my thoughts & feelings OL...
for coke in cans...portable pleasure...*grins*

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Your journal of gratitude

Keeping track of what you're thankful for can change your life.
By Laura Morice, from Lifetimetv.com

pls see this link... http://women.msn.com/374651.armx

such a beautiful article...
on a day like this, there's nothing like a gentle wake-up call like this to make me see things from a different angle...a different light...

so what am i thankful for today? hmmm...

am thankful for having peng in my life...i love you dada!
am thankful for my beautiful & very supportivbe family
am thankful that my mom & 2sisters (both moms) are happy with my post mother's day gifts that i made for them- personalized hand made brag books *grins*
am thankful that even if i had a hard time commuting to work today...i wasnt late and i had enought time to have my breakfast at the cafeteria
am thankful that i am sure i got 2 real friends that i can exchange genuine "good mornings" with...labs yu cesl! labs yu lala!
am thankful that i dont have to be "plastic" around people in "the farm"...di lng kami nagpapasinan (weh!)

Friday, April 29, 2005

naantok ako...
ala epek ang tutpick...
la rin epek ang tsokolate...

enge unan...tsaka 2 silya...
aabot n ang tulog ko sa langit...

sana managinip...
sana kaw mpanaginipan ko...

di n kita nkikita...
miss n miss n kita...
YZ
headache...
*sniffle*
...am drowned with...your words...

engulfing, taking, commanding, controlling...

(reply on butch-femme.com)

Thursday, April 28, 2005

pain pain pain...
puson* pain...

pms






*puson=place where u feel menstrual cramping

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

loose sheets of paper
a blank canvass
white...pristine
waitingf or a suggestion...
a thought
your imagination
in dots and lines, words
adding color, pattern, texture
a message sent
an idea conveyed
and yet in the blankness, the whiteness
the empty paper
is a message in itself

A Blank Sheet

no rules, no lines, no direction
not bound

kikay 03022003 3:39pm

and yet the written word
follows a line
diagonal on a portrait paper
heaven bound
1
love

2
lover

3
lost
hmmm...easy soft morning...

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

hmmm...katamad mag work...
hay...sana weekend na

Monday, April 25, 2005

only a mac...can make me cry...
http://www.apple.com/switch/stories/
i truly deeply wish i had one...

not just the sticker that i got at a giveaway...
*sigh*

Thursday, April 21, 2005

so work is finally easing a bit...
our 2nd monthsary is coming up...what to do? what to do?
hmmm...

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

been soooooooooooooo busy with work :(
and my girl..
not much time to blog...

been workin on my house in baguio too...
spent the holy week with my girl there...
it was just simply beautiful...
...sigh...i miss those days...

back to work again...

Monday, March 14, 2005

sakit ng katawan ko...
waaahhhhhhhhhhhh!

Monday, February 28, 2005

finally...some light at the end of the dark tunnel...

lestracker...peng...
thank you for standing by my side
though the thick & thin...

mahal n mahal kita!

Monday, February 21, 2005

confused...
so much coming from everywhere
on what or whom to focus on...

i need directions...
please...

Friday, February 04, 2005

hmmm...bored...

Monday, January 31, 2005

hmmm... havent been here in ages...i remember i checked this out b4...glad i saw it again...
lookin 4 a blog that would work with me...and would still ahgn on even if i go through a "dry spell" in writing...
maybe am getting "wet" again...sana nga...
:)